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[25 Dec 2007|07:45pm] |
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Minna! Merry Christmas~
Have a happy holiday and wait for the new year!
Nyappy!!!
~<3
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[14 Dec 2007|10:21pm] |
i love christmas.
it's all hot and sticky and sweaty and-
yeah.
normal.
as normal as my life can be.
*laughs*
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| 言葉はいらない 気持ちがあるから |
[18 Nov 2007|12:54am] |
You know what.. all these years, i sorta figured out why my mother doesn't like me dying my hair. It's because she doesn't like the Japanese, i'm guessing, due to what they did in the past when she was living in Vietnam. She isn't all that happy that i'm going to Japan after i finish school, no.
Huh.
That's shocking to hear...
I just.
Yeah.
I miss the old days, when i would stay up late to talk to those on the other side of the world. Fangirling, RPing, just being random and stupid and making me really happy.
Nowadays, the internet isn't my source of happiness.
*sigh*
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| ame~ |
[09 Nov 2007|01:17am] |
So it's raining now, been raining for a week or two despite the fact that it's spring, nearing summer! Whut?! Australia make up your mind! But i guess rain is a good thing, since we've been in a drought since.. so long. Gotta enjoy the cold before the heat starts up again!
Anyways... i've been sitting here, drawing... and yeah! I wanted you guys to see my drawings of ruki reita and uruha!
( clicky!!! )
Sorry for the bad camera quality~
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| whut |
[06 Nov 2007|01:13am] |
Whilst sitting here, just.. sitting, i decided to amuse myself by looking over pictures Starr sent me.
OMG.
Jesus, BAD THING.
Because now i can't get poloshirt!Reita out of my head and the Uruha in my head can't get enough of him too! ROFLS.
WHUT!
&where ever Reita is, there is puppyRuki!
8D
ok,igotosleepnow.
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| practise |
[09 Oct 2007|01:35am] |
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Oh wow. I saw so many totally awesome drawings or jrockers. They're so realistic it hurts me because my drawings consist of anime-chibi-stickfigures-anime-bullshit. D8
Makes me feel sad
but i don't want to give up drawing, just because these people are way awesomer than me.
I'm gonna keep pracising til i get it.
I mean, these people practise and they can draw like that!
They're not geniuses (well, maybe a handful) but most practice, practise.. (is it c or s? i can't remember) but yeah, if i try hard i can be like them!
So, i'm drawing now!
I did one, it was of Ruki with his new hair- that turned out sooo bad!
But i'm not SO discourage, and am drawing Ruki with his visor hat thingy- which i don't know WHY AM I DRAWING RUKI? I cannot resist a man my height. rofls.
I'm also documenting my drawing, i just want to see how i go from start to end (if i ever finish). If i post it up here, don't laugh at my shit skills. I am still learningz.
&Someone tell me why can't i apply the whole 'practice/practise until i can do it' with subjects like MATHS?! The subject which i cry over?!?!
I'm so stupid sometimes!
WAKARANAI YO!
= ="
p.s. DOES ANYONE HAVE PICS OF AKI FROM SID WITH LIKE A BLINDFOLD, AND I THINK HE HAD A FEW MORE PICS WITH THAT SILK THING OR WHATEVER. I MUST DRAW THAT. @___@
&PICS OF TORA WITH HIS BLINDFOLD FROM THE KOWLOON? PV? YEAH..
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[04 Oct 2007|11:18pm] |
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People Error - Gazette |
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And so Reita continues, his fingers deftly moving across the black and white keys, pressing and lingering, pulling back and hesitating. His shoulders aches, his wrists hurt and his fingers scream but he's too lost in his own feelings to acknowledge any pain, he hasn't noticed the piano at all, just sits there and begins playing while he thinks. Uruha was in the room, slumbering softly until he was awoken pleasantly to the sounds of the piano, tinkering and twisting, smoothly and slowly, softly into the air to embrace him.
Uruha stands up, motions all smooth and full of grace, he places a hand softly on Reita's shoulder and the man doesn't even flinch, quietly acknowledges him with a soft smile and that's all Uruha needs. His hands lingers on the width of his shoulders before falling back to his side, and so he takes a seat beside the grand piano, leaning ever so gently against it. The music plays itself into his ears, bringing forth thoughts and emotions that bring tears to his eyes. He leans his head backwards, his sugary brown hair moving soft across it's sleek surface.
In the quiet room, where only they exist, lost in their thoughts... they think about their feelings for each other, the secret in which they keep to themselves, which makes them become distant from each other and closer to others. They think, diving deep and are so deeply yet delicately twined within the thoughts that they don't have a slight chance of optimism, they're full of pessimism and that's why they hurt.
That's why they both have matching cuts on their wrists, and matching thoughts of each other that speak of love- the same pain and with those, come the matching answers of, this secret will only be theirs to keep, through eternity if must be because they cannot confess, for the love of all things that go round, that live on. If they want to remain in visual distance, they cannot say a word and so they are lost in their depressing thoughts and fantasies of a happy ending
because they simply do not strive for it,
so is their love for each other strong enough?
It's people error.
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[25 Sep 2007|01:05am] |
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I need Alicenine's Number Six song.
Anyone?
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| Ooooo~ |
[23 Sep 2007|09:25pm] |
People, people... Tora x Saga! YEAHZ!
I luffles Alice Nine...
yeah, that's it.
Back to studying!
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| eigo~ testo~ |
[20 Sep 2007|08:57pm] |
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I had my english exam today. I think i did okay.
So yeah, maths tomorrow.
Oh shit!
I'm so jealous of those who can do maths!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, FUCKINGHELL!
Btw, does anyone know who played the piano in people error?/
:]
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| monday |
[18 Sep 2007|11:18pm] |
So, i forgot to post on monday. My bad. I'll just say the exam was okay-ish?
No, it was- eeh. I'm assured that i at least got 50% in it. But hopefully, i get 80%, since that is my goal.
Going to the city next tuesday as a japanese class excursion. They're so cute, these excursion makers. x]
I might blow some money on magazine i've been neglecting. D8
Drama exam tomorrow.
80% goal!
FIGHTING!~
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| quick quest. |
[16 Sep 2007|11:13pm] |
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just a quick question to y'all out therez.
i need intrumental/vocal-less/karaoke tracks from gazette.
if you guys got any, that'd be cool.
karaoke, here i come. :D
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| where are my fucking nails?! |
[16 Sep 2007|03:28pm] |
Bro, i lost my nails! And i slaved my ass over making them. I made them awhile ago, like two weeks ago and i can't remember where i'v put them! Jeez, if my head wasn't screwed on, i'd lose that too!!! Fuck me dead.
Uhm, my big sister came back from vietnam today and she got me a bag. LOLS! You know those girly ones, where you put it over your shoulder and it smells cause it goes right under your underarms?! Yeah. It's actually quite cute. x] It's punky too. LOLS! My sister knows what i like! xDD
I have my japanese exam tomorrow. *panic* Like shiiit. Exams starting already! Everyday i will update on my status until my exams end! Also we have this carnival day on next Wednesday- i want to dress shirololi for that but there aren't any lolita dresses i like that are in white. So, it's either gothlolita or amaloli- i don't wear pink ever, but the dress is cute in pink but the thing is i have no fucking white/pink shoes. My mum has a pair but they kill my feet because of difference in size.
So, it's either i wear all black as kurololi THOUGH KEEP IN MIND, THAT IT IS SPRING HERE AND THAT'S HAWT. And that i'm getting a white parasol so black wouldn' match at all unless i wear a white shirt or something... i don't know. Amaloli is pink with a little white- i have the shoe problem! I know- go and buy shoes, right?! NO! I have no money. The dress + petticoat + head dress + parasol + white stockings = like 260-270. I don't have the money to fucking dish out a pair of white shoes! &i don't really have the time! Well, i can go shopping next Tuesday because my exams are already finished and yeah. Free day. But money! Jesus! I need a job! LOLS!
OOOH, plus i'm getting a bag made too! Yeah, that'd probably cost me like 70-100bucks. =3
Anou... i got pictures! YEAH! Because it's been while since you've last my room, yeah! LOLS. ( CUT CUT! RYU NO HEYA! MITE YO~ )
That's that! AND THAT I'M NOT STUDYING! SCREW ME SILLY!
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| ooohhh, chet roi! D= |
[02 Jul 2007|11:22pm] |
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well. i finally watched it. the spn season finale.
i know.
its late but.
Australia didn't air it til now.
and the episode/s is just D8
my God, Dean. You just kill me. Like stabbity, stab, stab. Apparently it kills Sam too. Okay, bad joke about the stabbing. *slaps self*
John, you are so cool dude.
&Sam.
Sam, Sam, Sam... dude, you are emo and your ass better be worth saving.
For Dean's sake.
*sigh*
So yeah, Supernatural. I can't wait til it comes back on, man.
Actually, i just want to watch the Season 2 bloopers. Yay, Jared and Jensen!
Supernatural has gone too depressing for me. =[
I also read the spoilers about you know, them girls.
Ahem, ahem.
Like, my God.
LOL.
I was just sitting here, on my (brand spanking new, thank you dad!) laptop and wondering on Sam and Dean because they are fucking brother love. They hurt and tickle and yeah, i love them.
I was thinking of like, getting a group of authors, whoever wants to join, really. &like, we can create a season three? Based on our own ideas... Just a thought. I thought it was like, interesting and yeah. Cause, dude, the fans rules. Seriously. There wouldn't be a show without fans.
I wouldn't know if it'd be wincest? Maybe and then somehow incorporate the season three spoilers are we go along.
Wincest and Season 3 spoilers and making demon shit up about demon war.
Plus research to make your fic, authentics.
Fun.
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| Jared masturbating? To fics he writes? =D |
[21 May 2007|11:33pm] |
[edit] oh yeah. i cut my own hair. haha. BAD RYU BAD! i just remembered now that i wanted hair like Bill and now my hair looks like... Bill... when he was younger. =O
LOL.
[editedit] my friend finally scannd my pictures. i drew sam and dean, y'all, cause i was real inspired by that Dean show comic. =]
 
sorry its so small. like yeah. my friend scanned i that way. as you can tell CHIBIS ARE SO NOT MY STYLE. i fail at drawing chibis, so i stuck with semi-realism-manganess. Dean is SO not as tall as Sam. duh. *brick'd*
AGAIN, another drabbley thingy. It's just Jay mastubaytin' which Jensen walks in on at the end. So, SCORE. =D
( this is it )
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[20 May 2007|09:02pm] |
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Avril Lavigne's GIRLFRIEND is in my head so much it isn't healthy.
Thinking of Jensen singing it and Jared as the boyfriend?
Yeah, that's pure CRACK.
Also got this thought of Jensen having a TWIN named Justin. Fwee. Jensen would be the badboy twin and Justin the goodboy twin, Jared is like a goodboy too so he'd be Justin's bestie~ Maybe he'd fall for Justin, maybe Jensen.
If he falls for Justin then Jensen gets jealous cause he sorta has a dude-crush on the little nerd.
If he falls for Jensen then he'd be those clingy types, always around when Jensen is and Jensen can't ignore him, so he pays him just that tiny bit of attention that turns to a full blown attention.
Aww.
Anyways, lolita dress! I'm finally doing research so that my auntie can make me one. SO if anyone has pictures of really cute loli dresses (or even sailor style clothes. omg. it's like my fetish or something. ROFLMAO) Show mee, please! =3
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| for raven~ |
[14 May 2007|10:44pm] |
haha.
i'm sorry, Raven.
i know you're waiting for you srsly kewl j2 porn.
and im slacking off. but then i have exams
and suffering writer's block to the fifth degree, man.
sucks to be me.
plus, i have so many ideas. for the one verse.
yeah, the writer!verse. i've started it out like three different ways.
= ="
BUT IM WRITING A DIFFERENT WAY NOW. STILL WRITER!VERSE BUT JARED'S A PIANIST AS WELL. HURHUR. ILL ONE BY ONE, PUT UP THE OTHER VERSIONS. YOU CAN PICK WHICH VERSION YOU WANT DONE. OR WE COULD DO ALL OF THEM. WHO KNOWS?
its meant to be your belated bday pressie after all.
bday girl gets showered with porn.
( CHOPIN'S NOCTURNE )
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| SOFTWARE STUFF |
[12 May 2007|12:09am] |
So, i need HELP! I have a SOFTWARE EXAM and me? Yeah, i don't know ANYTHING about software. That subject is BLUDGEBLUDGEBLUDGE for me. You guys know what i mean right? Yeah.
So now i'm stuck with my Software Exam on MONDAY. Eek. I just don't understand a few things, so if you can help, i'll be happy.
THINGS:
conversion of binary code: numbers and letters. LIKE HUH? O___o
end-user approach. DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND...
feasibility and feasibility studies. I DON'T THINK I LEARNT THIS YET CAUSE I'M WTFing AT THIS.
reasons for translating language. ER, WAKARIMASEN YO. WHAT LANGUAGESE? COMPUTER LANGUAGE? (duh. its software) LIKE TRANSLATING ANALOG TO DIGITAL??? =O
i think that's about it. i think i'd at least like to understand how the conversion of binary code works. yeah.
if you can't help, thanks for reading anyways. =3
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| english exam. |
[10 May 2007|05:39pm] |
I'm going to bitch about my english exam here because i can.
SO there!
OMG! TWO HOURS IS NOT ENOUGH FOR THAT KIND OF EXAM, MAN. I SWEAR TO FUHCUCKIN GOD!
SECTION ONE WAS ABOUT ANSWERING THESE QUESTION IN WHICH YOU SEARCH FOR A TECHNIQUE RELATING TO THE QUESTION + CHANGE. THEN YOU HAD TO EXPLAIN WHICH TEXT WAS BEST AND SAY WHY THE REST ARE SHITS. I SPENT AN HOUR DOING THAT.
which means i lacked time for the other TWO SECTIONS.
motherFUCKer.
Section two was write a story on contrasting change from past to present.
So, i watched an Axel and Roxas clip yesterday so that HIT my head when i read this. I decided to write Axel thinking about Roxas and Twilight Town, he looks back on when he first came to the town. So yeah, starts off with him thinking about the town, then he comes to the mansion in which he find that picture Namine drew of him and Roxas. THATS ALL I COULD WRITE, i couldnt write more cause i ran out of time so i rushed to do the last section.
Section three, write a speech using the texts you studied. OH MAN I HAD THIS DOWN,I STUDIED AND MEMORISED ALL THE QUOTES AND TECHNIQUES IN ALL SIX TEXTS I STUDIED BUT i had no time to write it all. OMG, i'm so disappointed, i was pretty sure i could get him in this but fucking god damn i had no god damn time and this pisses me off to no limits man.
RAHHHH!! I just needed ten minutes. Just ten more god damn minutes.
WHYYY?!?!
frustrated!Ryu, bitching off. LOLL!!
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